Jfc my grandmother drives me up a fucking wall lord save me
Fuck fake friends. Fuck high school. Fuck mean spirited people. Fuck people who step on others to get ahead. Fuck liars. Fuck you. Fuck anxiety. Fuck bullies. Fuck unfit teachers. Fuck people who gossip about you but no nothing about your life. Fuck power abusers. Fuck everything and everyone. Once I graduate next month I will never have anything to do with anyone that I have ever met over these past 18 years. I’m done being used and screwed over. I’m done being bitter. It’s my life and I don’t want you in it any longer. I’m finally standing up for myself because I refuse to be a victim anymore. I’m starting over, I’m going to be happy, and I will not let you ruin this for me.
I had the worst hangover ever today. I threw up the entire contents of my stomach, which is rare for me because I don’t throw up. Like the last time I did was a year ago when I was in the hospital after being shot in the eye. It was brutal. I’m gonna relax with the drinking for a little bit
I’m pretty sure I want to be a teacher. I don’t know what grade or subject I’d teach, but I think that’s what I’m going to do with my life. I’ve had a few teachers that have made such an impact on my life, and I want to do that. If I make a difference in one kid’s life, it will be worth it.